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insane

hello. im YUXIAN

9 is a chio number
& i think that brown and limegreen are pretty lor :D

这一秒不失望,
下一秒就会有希望。
loved

` 6D02
` adlin
` angeline
` anna & natalie
` april
` ariana
` arkar
` atiqah
` cheryl
` chloe
` chunfu
` eileen
` elaine
` ethel
` evona
` fengji
` geraldine
` grace
` huitian
` huiyi
` james
` jelyn
` joan
` jonathan
` joyce
` kailin
` lanqi
` lynette
` mingyu
` pingkee
` polly
` puqin
` rachel
` shirley
` sihui
` waikit
` wanping
` wanyi
` weisiang
` xinlin
` yiling
` yingwai
` yongyong
` yumin
` zhiyang


` PHOTOS

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accknowledged

skin by: + +
mage by: +
psd: PSDelightful
texture: Only Got One

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

realised that life is soooooooo blahh..

during chinese, luqin went through with us compo and letter writing. i think i really flunk my paper already. b4? should be. or even c5. looks like i will have to take the paper again during nov. pathetic. blahh. lit homework lost again. the monkey's paw. same work, second time =.= ughh. no way am i going to do it again. can memorise the damn passage already. stupid. waste my time. i did it by myself la can. for once never copy ;DD

oh please la, ask permission before you take someone's things okay. asshole. nobody say want to lend you what. and it's in chinese. you want meh. pfffffuit. anyway you are so loaded, you can buy it yourself what. 2 bucks to you is peanuts.

it's tiring hating someone. it's tiring to see you and get pissed with whatever you do. but sometimes, you are really @$*@)#*$. ughhhh.

lsat day of may le. oh shit. i think i will break my promise. shit. 30+ days to prep prelim and i am exhausted already =.=|| ughh. hate school. i quite envy some people la ;\\ sian. these few days have to go school myself. hate it. adults very kiasu, train come, rush into the train. so bobian lor, wait for the next few trains lo. ughh.

ah ya left for new york le ): i miss her. i wonder how i am going to survive every friday from 8 to 9.. ah ya! seven years lei. by the time i old liao. lol. makiyo may be taking over. but ah ya's still the best. she cannot be replaced la.

my da vinci code! give up le. lol. everyone wants xmen instead! ughh. should have went to watch with them earlier on. cause i thought you want what )): pangseh me. lol. idiot! i think i weekly is right. watch movie = escape from reality cause it doesnt happen in real life. hahh. kai kai and his family very ke lian. )): ughhh. feeling not quite right these days ;life is a BLAHH what.
tomorrow is the day my new life starts ;DD yippe yippe doooo
















class photo. yea. my hand got tangled up with adlin's lol.



















my group. the guys act dao.


happy birthday shi min
lau da! ;DD


10:22 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

man. i am still pissed with him. anyway, if we switch places, i will just say 'i dunno' instead of you-know-what. shit you.

o levels today. i think i flunk it la. there's nothing much to write for compo and the comprehensions are so difficult. ughh. byebye to a1. i think i will get a c DD; first time no confidence in chinese. ughh. waited till 2 for english oral. and in the e nd mrs goh ask us to go on wed. @(&%@(#%& just realised that i have maths tuition on wed. so either change tuition date or i have to join 4/4 and 4/6 for their oral. noo. i rather change tuition date or i will be so out-of-place la.

chemistry test tomorrow. haven study. i damn lazy liao la. flunk lor. bblahh. remedial daily. sian la. dad cant fetch. have to go myself. i hate going to school myself. ughh.

i want to watch da vinci code =.= (man, i am such a loser. so long already still haven watch T.T) hahh. i want to go to the new cathay cinema! heard that it's posh like woo hoo ;DD





block me please cause i've blocked you since then. traitor ;DD


6:24 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

went j8 after school. watched over the hedge with py, chloe and naomi. it's nice! i like the three babies. haha so cute and tiny. dunno what to blog le. lol. how pathetic. gossiped at mac again. yes. gossip again. =.=||

want to say a big thank you to them ;DD
i wont forgive him. i will NEVER forgive him.

chinese os coming, jiayou everyone! (except him)







i treated you as one of my good friends,
i kept your secrets. helped you and everything
and this is how you repay.
disappointed in you.
i feel so betrayed.
everyone hates you now.


7:51 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

4/3 won the ultimate frisbee! o.O won by one point, at the VERY last second too. ughhh. we could have won. nvm. great job puu, apr, anna, nat, adlin, divek, lester, weihao, abel, karn ;DD cheered like a crazy woman with jo, wy, sm, atiqah, hanisah, parvarti. 4/2 is the only class with supporters ;DD before the game, we put our hands together and went 'woosh 4/2!' haha. anyway, we are the champs in our hearts! (so cliche!) went back to class to play daidee. i lost every round and became the shit. it's all weihao and abel's fault.

o's around the corner! chinese on monday. oh, so throw face today in the hall DD: my name is yuxian not yuxuan la. ughh. throw face and jiahao just had to scream 'jiao lian' when i past him =.=|| there's an injured bird in the canteen. one girl went to touch it and it flew right in between apr and my leg. -curses- ran away and those vball guys laughed at us. so throw face (again)

i want to watch da vinci code on friday. but cant find anyone )): either they watched it already or not interested. that's soooo BLAHH

must psycho myself to study or i will probably flunk my os and cant even get into vjc, ajc or even nyjc DD:

i cant believe that 4/2 is the lousiest class in the whole level. how can that be? we have lots of smartars like zy, parvarti, elaine, yirong, ann, shimin, lester.. ughh. must buck up! didnt even get best subject for anything =.= ugh

adults are really hard to please. when you get above 30 for l1r5, they ask for a 20. when you get a 20, they ask for a 15. when you get a 15, they ask for a 10. what's wrong with them. now what. my name was spelt wrongly on the card and demand that i go change them. that's just a pathetic paper what. why make a big fuss. i made a big mistake by giving it to them la.

i dunno why but i am pissed
really pissed
i hate hate hate my life

)):


5:19 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

bored ;DD

nothing much happened these days. got back results and stuffs. finally less than 20 for L1R5. about time isnt it ;\\ still, i am not satisfied. cause i realised that majority of people are getting less than 20. need one mark to get to the next grade for two subjects. shit la. mr chye damn funny la. counted wrongly for my overall emaths results. should get a 71. but he wrote on the paper that i got 77. told him @(#*$@(* times that my results was wrong but he insist that it is correct == puu got higher than me for main paper and loci but she got lower than me for overall. so obviously my results is wrong right. then he keep saying that i count wrongly and stuff and dont want to change my marks. jo got fed up with him and told me nvm lo cause is not i lugi X; but feel so bad cause it's not my real results DD; whatever.

after school called my mum. she ask me not to go sports carnival. quite hui xin about 4/2 ;\\ dont go lo. well, thought that 4/2 is getting better but apparently not. anyway i also cant go for the sentosa thing cause monday is chinese o level already. read last year's sports carnival entry. it was fun right.. the year before too. haha. forget it. went kfc with jo, sm, wy. no mountain dew DD; met anna and nat too. saw one freaky woman. she looks ... gothic. hahh. went mac after that to meet py, rach, chloe, hm, cheryl, zm, arkar. then took 853 with them lo. haha. gossiped about some teachers. i hate that stupid sissy potato head and the old grumpy lady. yucks.

raining now. haha. jiemin pri having swimming carnival oppostie my house then have to stop. so poor thing. those kids look so sad.

trying not to come online that often now. got to buck up. cant get a 10 or more for prelims or os. prep is just 47 days away and i am still enjoying myself here. man. i ought to be more hardworking DD;








TIRED
FED UP
i have ENOUGH of this
dont want?
SO BE IT



2:58 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

lessons were boring. oh did shuttle run and sit and reach. got a D. damn. i wanted an E but my estimation too lousy le. so decided to fail shuttle run. like woohoo. first time run so shiok ;DD then we discussed about next saturday. yeay! 4/2 is going to sentosa. haha. finally a gathering luhh. okay 4/2 aint that bad actually. went to some musuem after school. had to get into 2 groups. i think that my group is nice ;DD all the normal people lol. puu, jo, apr, shimin, wanyi, charmaine, adlin, elaine, zijun, anna, natalie, parvati, abel, weihao, darren, zhenyang.. we kept taking photos and once we got lost haha. we were the last to enter and the first to leave. i think the lady was quite fed up with us already. went to singapore river to take photos again. haha. finally. a class photo. yeay. aiyah.. dunno how to say but yeay! today's a fun day. haha. waiting for elaine to send the photos. whee..







time to stop and look around


9:20 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

speech day! o.O

hhalf day for us. yeay. 24o4 m:i:3 outing after that. py, rachel, chloe, huimin, arkar, james k, l, zm. finally get to watch that show. like woo hooo ;DD okay la. in front was a little boring haha. but it was exciting behind la. why did they blast the orange car? it was so nice la. and i hate those fighting scenes. so blardy loud la. then we girls keep covering our ears. man. the movie was quite long. then huimin had to go back to school so we accompanied her. on the mrt there was this little ang moh boy. so cute la. haha. then arkar kept hummingthe m:i:3 song. tsk tsk. disturb the poor boy. his leg kept sliding up and down. then we say that he's dreaming that he's riding a scooter. cute luhh.on the way back to school saw this poor uncle. fell down the stairs. the guys went to help him la. haha. good deed ;DD

speech day was boring. especially during those speeches. and the girls behind me were going goo goo gaga over mr ari. almost went deaf ;\\ prize giving took up more than half an hour la. and there're sooooooooooo many people who scored an l1r5 of 7 and below. smartars. and i think that ajc's blazzer looks horrible. performance was okay la. hui min's figure very good. haha. the best. feels good to be an audience for once ;DD i didnt regret not dancing. honestly, i dont ((; i think that the school's mean DD; they scolded the seniors for being noisy. and they praised us for being good. lol. i think because tthe sec 4s are sleeping la. and the made us stack up the chairs for them. boo. but yesterday was quite fun la ;DD

sianed.

loads of homework to do. and i haven read the lovely bones yet. sigh. i am like so dead..






the more disappointed you get ..



12:28 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Hi people, Due to my absence from school on Wednesday , i'm sorry to inform you that the movie screening will be postphoned to week 9. The oral exam for your prelims will also be postphoned and it will be conducted by Mdm Lu Qin.

HORROR OF HORRORS! lu qin will be back. noooooooooooo. i dont want. i want miss gian
mrs jacky lim. she's nicer. much nicer. and her lessons are funner. AND she tells us lame jokes. ahhhhhhh. DD;
i was REALLY bored what that's why i went to epebble and i saw that DD; man. i am dead la. lu qin's chinese is soo.. chinese. blahh.


6:35 PM

i hate yesterday even tho it was evona's birthday DD; got back amaths, emaths and physics results. i am like so dead la. my amaths.. a blardy 31/60. 20 marks worth of careless mistakes -strangles myself-. sorry puqin and rachel DD; hai dao ni men.. no food for us. no pizza. no kfc. ahhh SORRY. dui bu qi.. feel so bad la.. emaths.. i hate paper 2 la. thank god for paper 1. 73/100. just 2 more marks! DD; physics.. 38/50. i was hoping that i would score at least a 40.. AHHHHHH. so screwed up.. i cant use amaths and chemistry for my l1r5 already. goner.. DD; told my dad my physics and emaths results and he was like 'SO LOW'? then i told him that my class highes 42 and he said 'your class so lousy ahh?' man. adults have high expectations DD;

nothing much happened.. next week mr chye want to collect donation card le.. i have $0 inside but i told him that i have $1 and he said ' you si liao'.. haha. oh oh, maths lesson was fun. abel , karn, lester, divek were playing dai dee. then abel and lester kept changing cards that's why they have royal flush every round and that stupid karntiban didnt even know la == lester was so toot. mr chye was standing in front of him but he continued playing. heng mr chye blur also or else he die la.. kena caught once already. aiyah.. they were just so funny.. haha lester was like : -points cheeks- and say 'hen tong'. haha. and that stupid abel.. hahh. luqin maybe coming back next week. nooo. i want miss gian mrs jacky lim.. she's nice la. but she didnt come to school today so mr lim took over. his chinese is horrible! can shake hand with abel.. and i still haven taken my english and chinese oral. sian

finally! mi3 day tomorrow ;DD i feel like watching voices too.. even tho i was freaked out by the commercial.. but noone wants to watch la DD; puu they all watching tomorrow. then rachel dont like to watch horror movies one. voices! i want to be freaked out ;DD

oh, happy belated birthday evona ;DD










hao xiang bao zhe ni shu ku
que xian de hao wu zu
wu zu de rang ren xiang tong ku


5:58 PM

Monday, May 8, 2006

yay! i finally went to galilee today ;DD tuna puff, hot chocolate, brownie and chicken combo. hohoho!

in the morning told jo and puu about the guy. haha. they almost went goo goo ga ga. lol. HOT right? haha.. i guess i will see him during cny again. haha. drool drool drool! got back english letter writing. did quite badly.. 18/ 30. i was expecting at least a 20 luhh. damn. i got one part of the structure wrong. and there's grammar test tomorrow. hope it will pull my marks up ;\\ did five three stations today.. jo, sm and i decided to get 6 points for our napfa. 6 pointers ;DD yea, haha. mannaged to get E for 2.4, standing broad jump, inclined and sit ups. haha. purposely one. yeay! photo taking during chemistry. ahhh. i hate the photographer!! he made me stand at the corner. am i THAT short? DD; 4/2 decided to dao for the formal photo and for the informal, we want to go 'wa lau ehhh'.. charmee's favourite. haha. yea. we managed to dao for the formal. then the photographer asked mr chye and i to change place. wahhh. depressed la. seperate from jo DD; sat between yirong and weimun T.T okay. nvm. i am luckier than jo.. next to mr chye. at least yirong is nicer than mr chye >< oh, we didnt 'wa lau ehh' cause the photographer didnt give abel time to say '1 ,2 ,3' before we 'wa lau ehh' bad la. and divek and karntiban were wearing pap badges =.=|| idiots. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. the photos! -SCREAMS- but nevermind. i think that i am like 4/2 more. LOL. and yes! finally get to watch mi3 on thurday with 24o4. yeay ;DD





that was the past.
we'll never be like that anymore.
it's horrible to know the true you
and i will find my him.


6:53 PM

Sunday, May 7, 2006

lalala. i am soooo pleased with the elections results ;DD hohoho. ***'s standard dropped HAHA. and i think that wp is sooo sweet. even though they lost in amk grc, they drove that cute little truck around saying 'thank you for your support'. i like wp ;DD and how dirty can politics get? dumbness. some people get to say their thank you speeches in three different language while 2 of them dun even get a chance to be on tv even though they won. 2 people lost but they were being interviewed while the rest aint. dirty dirty dirty! once wp rally attracted ten thousand over people but the newspaper reported that there were only 2000 people? man. a bunch of losers. lets see how they survive in ten years' or maybe five years time.

celebrations yesterday. at the same old place. but this time is 10 course dinner instead of buffet. i dun mind cause.. hohoho and yes strrrk babe, brown shirt is a bonus, being tall is another! haha. okay. honestly, i think he's nice ;DD







i like ;DD


6:55 PM

Saturday, May 6, 2006

back from 24o4 gathering. haha. it was quite fun even though there are only 9 people. rachel, peiying, chloe, huimin, cheryl, arkar, james lee and jian kai. didnt go for bball so meet them at amk mrt station. waited for ages there lo. went cine to watch m:i:3 but today is public holiday so is $9.50. so expensive la. so in the end decided not to watch. saw eunice. went yoshi but the guys wanted to eat buffet. so we went out. but ehh. orchard no buffet unlesss go hotels.. so went back yoshi again. shared meal with rachel. then woohoo.. we gossiped about alot of people, almost everyone. haha and we talked about the past.. from the time when ms ho changed our places, i sat with jiankai.. to the time we knew our combi and classes.. haha and we laughed like hell. so noisy. lol. those fun times.. the banana man, doraemon, sports caarnival, reading sessions in the hall, getting dc together for eating after recess. man. make me miss 24o4 lol/. the good old days as arkar says. went heerens next to find presents. then pacific plaza. past this boy called ethanong (peiying's brother). he played the drum very well la. and he's so cute. stood there listening for awhile and when his father asks people to donate money, we walked away. lol. fofund nothing at pacific plaza so went back to wisma. walked and walked. to stadium where we saw elaine. went taka. watched tom and jerry. haha.. deprived of childhood ;DD everywhere was packed la. so decided to go home.. yea. haha. then james and i kept talking about tv shows. lol. i realised that everytime talk about tv shows de. last time was ren wo au you right. haha.

fun day la. haha. except for the food decision part. lol. but didnt get to watch m:i:3.. DD; nevermind. 24o4 rocks! haha


6:26 PM

Thursday, May 4, 2006

bleh. got back chemistry paper. as expected i flunk.but luckily overall passed. thank goodness for the mini tests ;DD well. fail lor. expected. had careless mistake everywhere. but everyone makes mistake what right. mdm neo didnt come today. so mrs lim passed me worksheets to ask the class to do and it has to be handed in by the end of the lessson. but everyone decided not to do and started playing cards >< later mdm neo bushuang again. then mdm lim came in to find those who didnt go for 5 stations. there're 17 people. lol. half the class ;DD she was quite pissed and she even showed the attendance list to mrs poh. haha. but we have valid reaons what so we will be doing it on monday during pe.

die la. i think i lost my o level chinese book which i bought recently. what a waste of money. i wanted to practise but i couldnt find it la DD; that's sooo blahh. off to do chinese compo. sian-ed

DD;








i wonder what am i thinking



4:11 PM

Wednesday, May 3, 2006















yippe.. yesterday's 2/4 gathering o.O the birthday girls cutting the cake. abel the extra is behind. yupp. picture taken from james. must credit later he scold me for taking x\\ if you notice, two chocolates from chloe's cake are missing. cause the guys were like soooooooo late so py decided to feed chloe and huimin one chocolate each. and yea. this sat gathering again. bball first then mission impossible 3 movie! ;DD but maybe i cant go. dang.

yea. april didnt come to school again so had to sit alone during chinese class DD; then jo, puu and i went j8. saw yiyuan. and he's so ... (i feel like throwing eggs at him) bought the sweeets. sooooo nice ;DD then they bought sweets for this guy who's beside me now cause it's his birthday today. and he refuses to let me use his laptop DD; pffffuit. to think that i bought this nice cup and blueberry sweet for him. pfffft. i wanted to keep it for myself cause i like it alot la. pffffuit. waited for the bus and the pap truck past by. the lady was waving to everyon. as soon as i stepped into my house the pap truck past by again. and now another time. man, is yishun THAT small? x\\. i feel like throwing eggs down (again)

BORED NOW! DD; i want to watch the dvd lei..


4:58 PM

Tuesday, May 2, 2006

my bro is finally home and i managed to pester him to send me zhiyang's songs to my phone.

YAY YAY YAY! :DD i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy. lol now i can hear the songs 24 hours a day :DD and and can use his laptop to watch dvd le



:DD


4:49 PM

finally emaths' over :DD paper one quite simple la. but paper 2 was DD: i forgot how to find the bearing thing and there goes my four marks, and the transformation which was two marks. blahhh. sat at the last row as usual. paper two was during the lower sec recess. like what the *TOOT*. they were so frigging noisy. trying to see who can shout louder =.= okay. not shout but shriek. but one part was so funny that divek and i kept laughing. haha.then he threw the graph paper at me. the teacher wasnt even looking luhh, so i managed to pass the construction set to puu. puu, divek and i were the last few so we kept all the extra papers and graph papers for our own use :DD

ms goh didnt come! o.O so mdm tey took over her lesson. blehh. wasnt even listening. jo and i kept talking about yesterday's programme. woohoo. watched tv the whole day and didnt practise maths :DD
1.00 - flintstone
1.30 - mayday concert
5.30 - holland v
7.00 - bao lian deng
8.00 - hp1
9.00 - the fann wong show

:DD

the 9.00 show is damn nicee luhh.

stupid pap truck passed by again. so frigging irritating. what vote for pap =.= and yes, during emaths the damn truck passed by luhh. well, if i can vote, i will vote for ** :DD

went to get the cake from the canteen with leba before going to the void deck to celebrate chloe's and huimin's birthday. we asked the guys to go find them before finding us but =________= huimin and chloe came themselves and ten minutes later, the guys came =.= oh today's weelic's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DD and yea. accompanied rachel home to put her things. then she, py and chloe went to buy something and i came home luuhhh. the guys were acting gay. looks like everyone read colin and kero's blog already o.O first time saw kero puu and i were like 'hottie alert' LOL. but kan de chu he gay x\\ but kero's a nice guy and whoever that talk bad about him PIIAAK! :DD

my mum agree to install the dvd thing into my computer le. but so what. i also dunno how or whatever shit. do no use also. kao DD:

blahhh. i am fuming ><









it ending like how it started
fullstop.


3:23 PM